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Rafidah
SixTeen going to 17
11th December 1993
Damai Primary until 2004
Damai Secondary until 2009
ITE Clementi 2010 Hospitality Operations

♥ I am born a PERFECTIONIST..Thus I will never change for anybody unless I do it willingly.Why should I when I am at content with myself?Thus,the people around must learn to LIVE WITH IT.
I ♥ my family the most.They're my top priority.My friends COMES next on my priority list.They're the ones who can either make my day into a better one or murder me.But mostly,they make my day. ♥
I've been called proud once or twice because of my lack of COMMUNICATION.This is because of my personality DISORDER.Outside I'm SHY or RESERVED but if you were to see me at home,it's the total opposite.Don't like it?LIVE WITH IT!
I can be kind but I can be vicious.I can COMPLIMENT but if you were to treat me like shit,MY WORDS are as SHARP as a knife.
I may not be who you people want me to be but I usually try to adapt to the situation so the people around me can't see my dark side."The PERFECTIONIST"
The music that I usually listen to varies.But this year,I think I am more into the Latin genre.FInd it weird?Not my problem.
Well,to sum it all,let me put a saying, "Treat others the way you want to be treated" therefore through this saying I hope you guys know what I want.Treat me nicely with respect like how I actually treated you. ♥

♥ I hate double standards.I hate people who act as if they're the best and boast about.I hate people who looks down on poor families.
I hate pests,especially COCKROACHES.Disgusting!
There's a lot of things that I hate but I'm not going to list it all down here.
I KNOW some might find me irritating.The ONLY THING I got to say is,"If you find me irritating,please,you're welcome to leave.I'll put a tagboard I can't be bothered if there are spams." ♥

Hey to anyone out there who even stepped foot in my blog..

Life hasn't been that great.. I'm not kidding.. It has been hell.. There are two sides though to everything..

The fact that life has been hell can't be denied.. Fought with loads of people.. Couldn't believed that I actually did something like that.. The playstation 3 that my dear brother bought apparently wasn't up to standard.. Up to standard as in it wasn't workable.. Blanked screen.. So we went all the way to Orchard Wisma Atria to check the system out.. Also, did I mention we were damned unlucky? Apparently not. They didn't give us any notice what so ever about operating in Simei East Point Mall.. So were took the cab again and travelled all the way to Simei. Not to mention, the device was large enough to be able to fit into any bags so he had to carry it. We took the cab all the way from my place to Wisma and that cost us about $9.20. Nevermind that, Then we took the cab all the way to Simei and THAT costs us about $12.40. So we spent about $20 total. Also, I fought with him.. I couldn't get Starbucks. I was pissed then.. Nevermind.. Well, what's past remains in the past..

On the brighter note, my first laptop ever in my entire life would be arriving this coming Saturday.. I'm ecstatic.. I hope it does arrive on Saturday though.. My brother was kind enough to offer to fetch my dear laptop at Toh Guan. God knows where in Singapore it is. If I'm not wrong, it is the Acer Aspire 4745G. Won't brag about it.. I was really expecting my first laptop to be some old model but apparently it is one of the newest model from Acer.. You can do the research about it yourself.. I don't want to sound too braggy.. Alright.. In addition, my school would end and my 2 to 3 weeks of holidays due to the YOG or Youth Olympic Games would start. Shall sit at home, rot, use the laptop and of course, watch my brother entertain me while playing Naughty Bear on the PS3. We really hope that we coulf fetch it in a weeks time. Not 2 weeks.. Well got to go people.. My times almost up in the Cafe..

Anelida.

PS: No more spending at the cafe once my laptop arrives.. Hehe.. <3


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Hey people!!

Today couldn't get any better than yesterday. Interview went fine and I managed to surf the internet up till 11.40pm before going home. Today? Everything went haywired!!!!!! I got blisters! I forgot my locker keys! I don't feel too well! My BEV assignment in the LOCKER!! No marks for the first.. How sad.. Nevermind. I shall strive for a better mark for my second article and of course my test must be perfect! Currently having waffles! I think it made my day slightly better.. Well, I think I better go. Won't be updating much later.. Not going lan centre.

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I'm back!!!

So fast? I know.. Sorry about the emotional post last time.. Okay, so I got nothing much to say though... But I really feel like blogging today.. Here in the cafe with my cousin.. Damn IRRITATING.. The day wasn't what I expected.. It turned out complete opposite.. I really got to admit it that I was irritated the entire day.. People stepping onto my toe quite frequently.. Until the point where I actually shouted out in public.. Imagine, somebody stepped on your foot, a full grown man of about 80kg stepping onto your foot without realising it.. How fabuluos can the feeling be.. BASTARD!! So I got no choice but to really say it out loud.. "Sir, you're stepping on MY FOOT!" Then he apologise.. I was in luck today because my toe was strong enough to withstand his weight without breaking... However, had my sister to follow me out to ION ORCHARD to purchase my ordered items from gingerbabe buttons. I'm damn satisfied like hell... The pieces are great.. I love the white one though.. Using it now.. Then went to new look.. The outlet.. Man, it's the number one heaven for heel lovers! I bought one 4" heels that looked like dancing shoes.. I love it.. Needs some getting use to though.. but those are meant for RAYA.. Well..

Chatting with Wu Zhi Yong currently... Offered me a job and was looking for one anyway..
Well, teh payment is not that bad.. Six to eight hours per week.. $120 + Incentives.. Why not..
Well, shall wait for his call tomorrow.. :) Thanks Zhi Yong!!!!!

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I know I had not been blogging for the past couple weeks. No, a month to be exact. I checked the dashboard earlier, the last date state that the last post was on 20th June 2010. A month have passed since I last visited this blog. Life had been great and torturous at the same time. I can't deny the fact that many things had happened since the last post. Some were enjoyable. Some were humorous. Though one turned out heartbreaking. Maybe heartbreaking is not the right word. "Shattering" incident that changed my entire life. That's better. Hm, should I tell you what happened. I feel like not talking about it. AT all. But I got no where to turn to. I'm afaraid that if I were to turn to somebody, the tears were to spill and the pain would start all over again.

Maybe this song would tell you more about what I went through. Sorry if you non malay readers couldn't read it. I'll use different colours for the duet. Blue for the guy and red for the girl.

Memori Berkasih
Achik and Nana

Telahku cuba meminta kasihku,
Biar menjadi ikatan abadi,
Namun apa daya,
Terlerai janji kita,
Mungkin takdir yang memintah,
Namun apa daya,
Terlerai janji kita,
Munkin takdir yang meminta.

Bermusim kita bersama,
Menyemai ikatan cinta,
Tak mungkin kasihku hilang,
Ku kunci hati untukmu.

Himpunkan kenangan indah,
Simpanlah senda gurauan,
Andainya kau kerinduan,
Itulah jadi penawar.

Sungguhku terharu dan pilu,
Kasihku semai kau abaikan.

Putusnya ikatan cinta,
Mungkin tiada jodoh kita.

Menangus hati ini,
Ku juga bersimpati,
Hancurnya harapanku,
Maafkan sayang.

Kasihmu yang berubah,
Aku pun tak menyangka,
Itulah alasanmu,
Pergilah sayang...

Biarlah rindu dikejauhan,
Menemani hati yang gelisah,
Semoga bertemu jua,
Kebahagian...

I think you got the gist of it...

But back to main track.. I've been cruising in school.. To be frank, School was nothing.. The fact that I was on medical leave for four days during the first week was terrible.. The second and third week, I had to be on medical leave again for one day respectively. Seriously, I need to get back on track. Also, Ramadhan is coming very soon. Need to wake up extremely early.. Eat and get ready for school. Also, I believe I have to.. Actually I forgot what I was about to say... Nevermind.. Till next time..

Fidah








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